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Sunday, 16 August 2009

  • Spending time with "Palmela Anderson".

    My ex boyfriend used to watch alot of porn. I mean, not like, an EXCESSIVE amount, but he would watch porn probably 4-5 times a week. [I know that sounds like a lot, but hey, atleast he only did it once, and at night] I used to think it was normal, because, he was my first real boyfriend, and he taught me alot about guys, and relationships, and just life in general. So in our two and a half year relationship, I thought all guys watched porn pretty much every night, and all guys spent their alone time with "Palmela Anderson".

    But when my guy friends and I would jokingly talk about porn, or how much time they spend with "Palmela", they told me that they probably only did it on average, about 3 times a week. Now, at first, I was like, "No way, you guys are lying. I'm not going to judge you, c'mon, tell me for real." But they were all dead serious. When asked why, they said that they either "got some" so they didn't need too much "alone time", or that they simply didn't have the time.

    So, my question is, how often is normal...? Should I have been worried that my [at the time] boyfriend was spending so much time watching porn? Or...were those guy friends of mine just lying?

Thursday, 02 July 2009

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    Dreams about my SO??

    My ex boyfriend was telling me the other day that he was having a lot of bad dreams about me. I guess that would really be a nightmare....but anyway, he was telling me about these dreams. I mean, I guess they weren't that bad, but to him, it was HELL. He didn't give me specifics but he told me that each of them involved me doing something sexual with another male. Either that, or leaving him for another male to do something sexual. He's thinking that they're a "sign" or something. I assure him that they aren't signs for anything, I mean, I'm definitely not getting sexually involved with anyone. I'm not "crushing" or anything. I don't even think anyone is cute. Basically, I really don't understand what they could be sign of.

    But then I got to thinking. My ex and I had been dating for like 7 months when I had a couple of dreams about him and one of his really close female friends. I only had two of them, and at the time, they were "oh haha, that would be crazy" kinda things. Both of them dealt with my ex and his friend being together behind my back. [In each of them, she got beat down.] But about a year into our relationship, he cheated on me. With her. When I first found it, it was a year after it happened, and both of them were all "I'm a different person" blah blah. But either way, it happened. And at the time, the dream thing didn't register to me. But when my ex told me about all the dreams he was having, I started thinking and remembered....and my dreams pretty much foretold the future.

    Now I'm saying, do his dreams mean something? Are they foretelling something about me that I know nothing about yet? What if only MY dreams mean something? Have you had any dreams about your SO that came true later on? Has your SO told you about any nightmares he/she's had about you that have come true/not came true?

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